i'll count my lucky stars..

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 06:24:12 GMT

so im still home sick. its been way to long. i need to just go out and have fun, i cant stay inside and think about things anymore, it makes me upset.

christmas was good. i got a lot more then i was expecting. my nephew was adorable, he got the hang of opening presents and was so funny. i felt like shit that night so i just came home and went to bed.

i tryed to do something tonight. it didnt work out, but at least i know. im beginning to think it will never happen. maybe that will be my new years resolution. no one keeps them anyway.

im going to bed, ive been on here way to long.

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 03:42:43 GMT

so its Christmas Eve. it doesnt feel like it at all. it could honestly be like April and make no difference. this is the first christmas in a really long time that im not at the Atzerts house. its wierd, but its a good thing. i learned not to care a while ago. its also wierd that this is my nephews second christmas! im still in shock that my sister had a baby and hes opening presents already, and talking.

i think its really strange how everything changes. like the people you talk can be a huge part of your life right now, but years from now will you remember it?

but anyway... im bored as hell. the family is at my grandparents house but i came home becuase i feel like shit. i just want to be better before florida. yeah thats my christmas present, i leave on the 4th or 5th. i cant wait to get away again.

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 00:13:47 GMT

i think i might come back to this thing. i miss being able to look back and be like ohh yeah thats what i did that day. does anyone still look at this?

stolen from shelley!

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 00:57:34 GMT

Do a google search on "[your name] needs". Post 10 of them. Highlight the true ones.

Michelle needs to move on with someone else

Michelle needs a home that can accept her limitations

Michelle needs a family that can love her for the young person that she is

Michelle needs money so she can travel to Canada

Michelle needs a good man to care for her

Michelle needs work

Michelle needs to spend some of her newly acquired wealth on attending a USGA rules

Michelle needs to increase her income

Michelle needs more to compete with the big boys

Michelle needs to gain experience

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 04:16:11 GMT

im never dringing atagin. ever

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 00:08:37 GMT

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.

01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video gamesas long as they are good ones.
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin well, basically
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast sometimes
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas (not from gambling)
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a Significant Other
46. I have a hidden talent just havent found it yet
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my LJ
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a DAMN good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. Iam a member of the Tom Green fan club

76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party
84. I have made a move on a friend's Sig. O. in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on LJ
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy country music
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of the moment.

do this

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 01:54:00 GMT

01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what plant/flower/tree you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 01:20:41 GMT

i got limewire to download songs for my mp3 player for the plane ride this summer. if anyone has any ideas of good songs to download comment, i listen to about everything.

my picture was in the courier post on thursday. the article wasnt on the front page, but it was listed on the side on the front page, which was cool.

i start my 6 hours tomorrow morning. im not nervous, but i kinda hoping im not a horrible driver and i dont like crash or something.

i feel like shit so im staying in tonight and im bored as fuck. i think im gonna go watch national treasure, it doesnt even look that good but whatever.

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 03:01:41 GMT

today was my birthday.

school kinda sucked. went to bahama breeze for dinner, it was good. my family is so funny. if you heard our conversation at dinner you would be like in shock.

but i dont care about any of that, because i finally got my tattoo!!!! haa i was so excited, you have no idea.

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 00:02:51 GMT

i really hope tomorrow is better then today.

Mon, 16 May 2005 11:20:09 GMT

its monday. the weekend is over :( . of course there was the drama, but it was still a fun weekend.

friday- went to school. then babysat. then got ready. went over to marias to "get ready for the dance" me, kelsey, amanda, and maria went to the dance. i actually danced and had fun. we left and went to have some more fun. i ended up getting really trashed. tom came and picked us up, it was crazy. passed out at amandas.

saturday- woke up and came home to get a shower. ended up sleeping until 5 and then jumped in the shower. went to toms. it was fun. it could have been a lot better tho. me and maria had a brillant idea, and um.. well made sure our purses had everything in them, haa. went back to amandas for some nachos, haa and talked for a little and then fell asleep.

sunday- woke up and maria made us breakfast. came home jumped in the shower and went driving with tom, dan, and kristen. and then of course some drama.

i dont really want to go to school today. im gonna put up pictures when i have more time.

Sun, 01 May 2005 15:20:38 GMT

i got bored so i figured id put a baby picture up for the people who wanted to see one

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 11:38:49 GMT

IF ANYONE HAS ANY OLD CELL PHONES, WATCHES, OR GLASSES CAN YOU PLEASEEE BRING THEM TO SCHOOL FOR ME BY THURSDAY! I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.

(ITS OK IF THEY ARE BROKEN)

its late but oh well

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 14:07:06 GMT

HAPPY SWEET 16 AMANDA!!!

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 04:48:44 GMT

this spring break just keeps getting worse and worse.

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 17:07:53 GMT

"Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away"

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 04:25:38 GMT

homecoming sucked.

im stealing this from everyone

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 12:25:44 GMT

1. Post a comment with your name and tell me what you ~~honestly~~ think about me.
2. Then, I'll reply and tell you my honest opinion of you.

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 01:56:54 GMT

its a boy!

Connor Aiden
7 lbs 12 ounces
21 inches

i was gonna put pictures up but im way to tierd to even try and do it. we got to the hospital around 6:30 this morning and he came at 2:11. it was the most amazing thing to watch, yeah i was in the delievery room. it was so surreal, i cant even describe it. he is adorable.

ok bed time, im about to pass out im so tierd.

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 01:22:08 GMT

01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. colour eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 01:10:12 GMT

is anyone seriously going out on halloween this year? im thinking about it, just for something to do. get drunk and walk around and whatever. does anyone know what they are wearing? and if anyone wants to walk around with me, leave a comment.

and.. im deciding on if i should go to homecoming or not. i dont know, i didnt want to go at first but im thinking that maybe i will.

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 19:22:10 GMT

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I love ice cream
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse sometimes
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I am very smart
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now
27. I love sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is pretty
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I have a lot of friends
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Xanga, LiveJournal or DeadJournal
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in something The Darkness said it best
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama theatre
67. I have never been in a real relationship before.
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future.
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my fingernails.
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie
80. I am shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message ... just about, anyway
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments for school to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played doctor with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy country music
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend’s ex
99. I like surveys
100. I am happy at this moment
101. I'm obsessed with guys/chicks
102. I am bi
103. Democrat
104. Conservative Republican
105. I refuse to be tied to either major political party
106. I am a punk rocker
107. I am preppy
108. I am a hippy
109. I tie my shoelaces differently than anyone I've ever met
110. Once I fall for someone, I don't get over them
111. I've been the life of a party
112. I have a symbol tied to my identity
113. I never grew out of "Pretend you are a..." games
114. I have lived on a commune
115. I know the significance of "42"
116. I have taken antidepressants before
117. I can sing
118. Sometimes, I want to be tied up
119. I go for older guys/girls, not younger
120. I study for tests most of the time
121. I love the wind
122. I hate thunder
123. I have a plan for retirement that does not involve the lottery
124. I have a bigger penis/bigger boobs than anyone I know.
125. I have a current will
126. 'It's Always 4:20'
127. I am confused as to what I want out of life.
128. I believe in after death communication
129. I'm happy with my choices in life
130. I love spending time with my man/woman, and love snuggling with him/her
131. I love summer time and would move to anywhere where it's summer all the time.
132. I am gay
133. I am bi-curious
134. I am a college student
135. I am a diva in many ways.
136. I think reality TV shows are stupid.
137. I have at least one tattoo
138. I rarely eat 3 meals a day.
139. I honestly prefer milk over every other beverage
140. I am supposed to be doing homework right now
141. I am in love.
142. I recently cried. A lot. I am scared & beyond worried.
143. I wish I could say what's on my mind.
144. My favorite magazine is Cosmopolitan.
145. I do karoke willingly and sober.
146. I am a superhero.
147. Reno 911, as stupid as it is...is hysterically hysterical.
148. I go through fierce bouts of jealousy, in all aspects in my life.
149. I love the smell of fall.
150. I love making my friends smile
151. I like the taste of blood
152. My favorite smell is a wood fireplace(or a campfire)
153. I will travel hundreds of miles to a place that I dislike to be with someone for whom I have an inexplainable yet incredibly strong feeling.
154. I have been engaged.
155. Only those closest to me will ever know what I am truly thinking or feeling.
156. I'm making many active efforts to fix my faults and get out of cycles and ruts that I've spent years in.
157. Sometimes I feel as though to be touched is to break. That the slightest effort of another could easily ruin me.
158. I dig the fine arts.
159. I don't care what anyone thinks about me, well except my family ... everyone else can get a hobby
160. I hate the town I live in.

i thought this was pretty funny...

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 22:49:09 GMT

S 2 8 o n 2 1: what gets rid of an earache?
Michelle7614: smoking a joint
S 2 8 o n 2 1: are you serious?
Michelle7614: yupp
S 2 8 o n 2 1: damnit
S 2 8 o n 2 1: i dont have a joint

stolen from sue

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 17:00:39 GMT

1. Go out with me?
2. Give me your number?
3. Have sex with me?
4. Let me kiss you?
5. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
6. Let me take you out to dinner?
7. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
8. Take a shower with me?
9. Be my GF/BF?
10. Have a fling with me?
11. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
12. Buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
13. Take me home for the night?
14. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
15. Sing car karaoke with me?
16. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
17. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
18. Let me give you a piggyback ride?
19. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 23:10:10 GMT

my aunt bought a new puppy while we were up there, its a black lab, golden retriever and german shepard mix

and then she tried to teach it to swim

my dad on the wave-runner

we spun the boat around so nate and his seat flew out of the tube

and this is a picture of when the rope broke at least 100 feet away from the dock and nate and paul decided that they should be nice and push me off the tube and then make me pull the rope so they have a ride in